Flame Heart
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Hi everyone, I'm (sort of) new in that I've been here for some time, I lurk at times, but I haven't been very active.
I'm 23 years old, not sure if I'm non-traditional, but since I'm a year older than most incoming MS1 students, I figured this was the place to post this.
I did some brief shadowing of a pediatrician and his residents at OSU during my senior year of high school (2014-2015). I'm not sure how many hours I did, and I only have a rough idea of what the date was (It was in October, but I don't remember the specific date). I left and I'm afraid that he won't accept me back because I had a panic attack in the pod area, and it got so bad I had to go to his office. I still suffer from anxiety (and depression) issues, but they are getting better as I'm progressing in therapy. I don't want to sound like "woe is me," but I've experienced some trauma (some of it medical) where I was delayed in my education because of physical and mental health issues- the summer and fall following my freshman year was particularly a bad time for me.
This leads me to two questions: Is it too late to start another shadowing venture (considering that I have 3 semesters to go of undergrad), and if so, should I contact that specific physician to follow?
Thank you for your time.
I'm 23 years old, not sure if I'm non-traditional, but since I'm a year older than most incoming MS1 students, I figured this was the place to post this.
I did some brief shadowing of a pediatrician and his residents at OSU during my senior year of high school (2014-2015). I'm not sure how many hours I did, and I only have a rough idea of what the date was (It was in October, but I don't remember the specific date). I left and I'm afraid that he won't accept me back because I had a panic attack in the pod area, and it got so bad I had to go to his office. I still suffer from anxiety (and depression) issues, but they are getting better as I'm progressing in therapy. I don't want to sound like "woe is me," but I've experienced some trauma (some of it medical) where I was delayed in my education because of physical and mental health issues- the summer and fall following my freshman year was particularly a bad time for me.
This leads me to two questions: Is it too late to start another shadowing venture (considering that I have 3 semesters to go of undergrad), and if so, should I contact that specific physician to follow?
Thank you for your time.