fishingphyscian
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Currently working on an industry funded research project (sample collection from patients with a rare disease) and just had a concerning meeting with my PI.
For background, I was put in charge of the project (which was brand new itself ) right out of undergrad with no clinical research experience. There were a lot of growing pains for the first few months and I fully accept I made some mistakes.
During this meeting, my PI yelled at me as we are lagging behind the projected enrollment. She said that because the project is based on a contract we are dependent on its funding to keep the lab open and coworkers employed (worded as everyone will lose their job if we don’t increase recruitment). She then accused me of not being good at recruiting patients as the reason for our struggles.
From the start she has had a very opportunistic view of patients ($$) and it is killing my love for research as well as giving me a gross feeling inside. We have had numerous patients drop out of the project because they didn’t like the pressure they felt to continue from her. She also does not help with the patient experience (often late or no-showing appointments, not placing the correct orders resulting in insurance charges, etc). However, whenever I try to bring these criticisms to her she accuses the patients of not caring about finding a cure for the disease and me for not working hard enough. All of this is very distressing and stressful to me.
Thankfully I am accepted to medical school in the fall and am planning to leave the lab soon. However, I’m worried about my PI’s criticisms affecting my future (recommendations, jeopardizing my acceptance). Is it possible to get in trouble for not living up to the contract? Thanks!
For background, I was put in charge of the project (which was brand new itself ) right out of undergrad with no clinical research experience. There were a lot of growing pains for the first few months and I fully accept I made some mistakes.
During this meeting, my PI yelled at me as we are lagging behind the projected enrollment. She said that because the project is based on a contract we are dependent on its funding to keep the lab open and coworkers employed (worded as everyone will lose their job if we don’t increase recruitment). She then accused me of not being good at recruiting patients as the reason for our struggles.
From the start she has had a very opportunistic view of patients ($$) and it is killing my love for research as well as giving me a gross feeling inside. We have had numerous patients drop out of the project because they didn’t like the pressure they felt to continue from her. She also does not help with the patient experience (often late or no-showing appointments, not placing the correct orders resulting in insurance charges, etc). However, whenever I try to bring these criticisms to her she accuses the patients of not caring about finding a cure for the disease and me for not working hard enough. All of this is very distressing and stressful to me.
Thankfully I am accepted to medical school in the fall and am planning to leave the lab soon. However, I’m worried about my PI’s criticisms affecting my future (recommendations, jeopardizing my acceptance). Is it possible to get in trouble for not living up to the contract? Thanks!