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I'm an about-to-graduate MS4 who failed to match into EM this year and had to scramble into a transitional year. I skipped match day (duh) and I'm also leaning heavily towards skipping my school's upcoming commencement. I'm not a big fan of pomp and ceremony to begin with, but the thought of having to stand with people who matched into real residencies while I'm stuck doing some crappy fake residency makes me want to vomit, and the more I ruminate about going to graduation the more I feel myself spiraling back toward the pit of post-match week despair, anger, and depression that I only recently managed to get a grip on.
My parents want me to go but honestly I can't see any benefit of going. Firstly, it's not a graduation requirement. I've isolated myself since match week and haven't talked to any of my classmates since then, and I have no desire to go to a social event like graduation where I'd have to talk to people and answer questions about where I matched. I just want to stay home, chill, and watch TV or play video games and do whatever it takes to take my mind off the whole commencement thing. And finally, the idea of graduation seems like an extremely hollow victory when essentially, the last four years of my life have culminated in failure.
Change my mind. Tell me why it would be a good idea to go. Because right now, I can't think of any good reasons.
My parents want me to go but honestly I can't see any benefit of going. Firstly, it's not a graduation requirement. I've isolated myself since match week and haven't talked to any of my classmates since then, and I have no desire to go to a social event like graduation where I'd have to talk to people and answer questions about where I matched. I just want to stay home, chill, and watch TV or play video games and do whatever it takes to take my mind off the whole commencement thing. And finally, the idea of graduation seems like an extremely hollow victory when essentially, the last four years of my life have culminated in failure.
Change my mind. Tell me why it would be a good idea to go. Because right now, I can't think of any good reasons.