ok, guys, SERIOUSLY,
So, here's my problem. I've done pretty well in the med school preparation process. I've got a mid 3 GPA, a mid 30 MCAT. I've got some research with a publication, a lot of volunteer and clinical experience as well. Pretty decent.
The problem being is that I'm not sure I'm supposed to be doing this. I mean, i have all these lame superficial motives for going into medicine (desire to work with people, scientific inclincations, academic development, etc), but I haven't gotten the message yet. All of my friends applying this year have heard some divine communication, some through burning bush, some through booming voice through storm clouds while standing on a mountain, that told them to apply to medical school, why they wanted to be a doctor, the merits of Examkrackers versus TPR, and what schools they should apply too.
Since no deity had contacted me about this, should I even apply?
Should I hold off till AMCAS 2004 in hopes that I will get this divine calling in the next 12 months? Am I worshipping the right gods? Does Catholicism work, or Western religions in general? I was thinking of trying to worship the Greek gods, since my other tactics for eliciting this divine inspiration have yet to work
Thoughts, anyone? thanks for your help